Not Again...

I'm not doing it again.

I meet this guy... and he's sweet and funny and just... nice. He lives several states away, and I miss him horridly when we don't talk. And because of the time difference we can't talk often.

I just, I can't do another relationship. It's not worth all the time and effort I'd out into it. I'd end up hurt again. With my history, avoiding hurt is the best thing I can do right now.

Maybe in time, if he lets me take it slow... maybe I'll be ready.

It'll be a long time.