Done

Ok... I've had it.

I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't damn well THINK.

I'm tired, I'm in pain, and I can't make it go away.

I have NEVER felt so sick in my life.

So I'm done. No mare dating, no more sex, no more caring.... emotions hurt too much.

Every single relationship I have ever been in has ended with me getting hurt. I'm always the one left, it's always them and not me.

I'm scared of asking people out, I'm scared of getting close to anyone at all.

In the end, trusting and loving people just allows them to hurt you more.